“Master, I want to see”
Listening to the Spirit
Listening to the Word
46 They came to Jericho. As he and his disciples and a large crowd were leaving Jericho, Bartimaeus son of Timaeus, a blind beggar, was sitting by the roadside. 47 When he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to shout out and say, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!” 48 Many sternly ordered him to be quiet, but he cried out even more loudly, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” 49 Jesus stood still and said, “Call him here.” And they called the blind man, saying to him, “Take heart; get up, he is calling you.” 50 So throwing off his cloak, he sprang up and came to Jesus. 51 Then Jesus said to him, “What do you want me to do for you?” The blind man said to him, “My teacher, let me see again.” 52 Jesus said to him, “Go; your faith has made you well.” Immediately he regained his sight and followed him on the way.
Reflection
Today’s gospel tells us about Jesus healing a blind man named Bartimaeus meaning, from Hebrew, son of Timaeus, and most probably he was from Jericho. He is blind and has a deep desire to be healed: he wanted to see. Try to imagine with me this scenario that took place 2000 years ago.
Bartimaeus, as described in the Gospel,
- was blind: he could not see the reality around and what surrounded him. He couldn’t distinguish people, things, and colors; he couldn’t see the danger that faced him all the time. Everything he saw was only darkness. He used to walk gropingly.
- He was lying down: his position means passivity, resignation, inactivity, and inertia.
- He was begging: this means poverty, dependence on others, parasitism and lack of independence.
- He was crying out loudly: Bartimaeus was a courageous and decisive man, he cries out loudly for help disregarding the obstacles that he encountered and the people who wanted to keep him quiet. The more he was prevented the louder he cried: “son of David, have pity on me”.
At the insistence of the blind man, Jesus, with compassion and mercy, stopped and asked to call him. First, the crowd shut him up but they finally helped him to meet Jesus saying to him: “Take courage; get up, Jesus is calling you”. Suddenly, the blind man threw away his cloak, a symbol of his former life and miserable condition. Then, Jesus asked him “what do you want me to do for you?” The blind man replied: “Master, I want to see.” What do we learn from Bartimaeus, what do we draw from his attitude?
1. Bartimaeus, the blind man, represents each one of us, each disciple of Christ. We all are blind in our spiritual life, blinded by a lot of false hopes and desires of this world. He is not the only blind man on the road. The disciples and the crowd are blind too. Bartimaeus is the example of the disciple who finally opens his eyes to the light that is Jesus himself, the true light, and decides to walk in and under this light.
2. The desire of the blind man “Master, I want to see” is the desire not only of Bartimaeus but is also the unexpressed desire of the disciples of Jesus, of the crowd; it is also our desire. We want to see the light of Jesus, the reality around us, and see with courage what is wrong in us and in the world. We want to open our eyes in order to see our poverty and others’ sufferings and poverty. We want to see what the cause of our blindness is. Bartimaeus teaches us to express and to cry out our desire and our hope with courage and does it at any cost and at any price. For Jesus, it is important that we express our desires. It is important that each Christian be given the opportunity to express what his or her heart’s desire is. The loss of prayer is the loss of a language for our suffering, the loss of faith is the loss of desire to speak honestly to God. The first difficulties or obstacles must not shelve us or discourage us. We have to try and dare the unexpected. Bartimaeus believed that Jesus could heal him and believed in Jesus’ healing power despite the difficulties. If we don’t believe in the healing, we will not be healed; if we are not sure to change, we will not be changed, if we don’t believe in ourselves we will not achieve anything.
3. Bartimaeus is an example of discipleship. He got up and went to Jesus. We cannot follow Jesus being seated or lying down (last Sunday Zebedee’s sons were asking Jesus to seat one at his right and another at his left, blinded by the thirst for power), but to rise from our blindness and inertia to new life. To follow Jesus we have to throw away our cloak: false security, refuge, and protection (the young man did not want to give up to his possessions). To be a disciple is to be able to see what others don’t see. While the crowd shouts out “Jesus of Nazareth”, the blind man proclaims “Son of David.” 4. Bartimaeus is an example of faith. To have faith means to open our eyes and see the people and things in a new perspective and with new eyes; see the things that we used to ignore before and that others don’t see. He is a man of faith, touched by the grace of an experience with God; he is able not only to ask with humility but also to receive what he has asked for. Bartimaeus is an image of those who seek and trust in God.
Liturgical time
Writers
Rev. Martinus Zalukhu, SX
Fr. Handrianus Masri, SX
Fr. Cesar da Silva, SX
Fr. Fabien Kalehezo, SX
Fr. Severin Joseph Marie, SX
Fr. Pasteur Mugisho Bisimwa, SX
Fr. Everaldo Dos Santos, SX
Fr. Joeven Matugas, SX
Fr. Francisco Javier Beltrán, SX
Fr. Petrus Hardiyanto, SX
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